Стефан Иванов

песни песни

Posted by admin - 31/08/05 at 10:08:04 pm

гледам как джеръми айрънс пее песни
/обаждам ти се/
английски шансони
последната песен се казваше london’s pride
после почна pomp and circumstance на елгар

сега in my place на колдплей по вх1 - запис от концерт на мтв

и така

Posted by admin - 31/08/05 at 10:08:01 pm

днес беше дълъг ден
жесток тежък ден

искам да е петък в 6:45 и да сме на гарата

но искам сега да се наспиш
да сънуваш спокойни неща
да си по-спокойна и от спокойния си сън
да обичаш чаршафа си и да се облечеш с него
и да спиш
да спиш

тези дни

Posted by admin - 31/08/05 at 09:08:34 am

онзи ден -
тичане тичане по булеварда
взе едно взето от running на stereo mc’s
и пушене и цигарата гори като малка факла
като рахитично демонче от делничен ад

после бързо ходене до най-близкия
не само откъм разстояние познат
пита ме дали са ме били
а какво ти е станало
ми казва
после ходим и говорим

вчера -
изгарящо желание в лявата ръка
изгарящ алкохолен вкус в устата
танцувам и правя кълба напред и назад на пода
на доорс ъндъруърлд ник кейв контрол
какво ли не

днес -
събуждам се
мисля да гледам банд апарт
- така се казва и фирмата на тарантино -
на годар
после се сещам за пий уий’с биг адвенчър и за франкеуини
на тим бъртън
накрая в сънено състояние се блъскам в брат ми
който не трябва да е там
и слава богу излезе

телефонът -
иззвъня преди малко
благодаря ти много
чао чао

joy division

Posted by admin - 30/08/05 at 12:08:18 pm

When the routine bites hard
And ambitions are low
And the resentment rides high
But emotions won’t grow
And we’re changing our ways,
Taking different roads
Then love, love will tear us apart again

Why is the bedroom so cold
Turned away on your side?
Is my timing that flawed,
Our respect run so dry?
Yet there’s still this appeal
That we’ve kept through our lives
Love, love will tear us apart again

Do you cry out in your sleep
All my failings expose?
Get a taste in my mouth
As desperation takes hold
Is it something so good
Just can’t function no more?
When love, love will tear us apart again

—

So this is permanence, love’s shattered pride.
What once was innocence, turned on its side.
A cloud hangs over me, marks every move,
Deep in the memory, of what once was love.

Oh how I realised how I wanted time,
Put into perspective, tried so hard to find,
Just for one moment, thought I’d found my way.
Destiny unfolded, I watched it slip away.

Excessive flashpoints, beyond all reach,
Solitary demands for all I’d like to keep.
Let’s take a ride out, see what we can find,
A valueless collection of hopes and past desires.

I never realised the lengths I’d have to go,
All the darkest corners of a sense I didn’t know.
Just for one moment, I heard somebody call,
Looked beyond the day in hand, there’s nothing there at all.

Now that I’ve realised how it’s all gone wrong,
Gottas find some therapy, this treatment takes too long.
Deep in the heart of where sympathy held sway,
Gotta find my destiny, before it gets too late.

–

Confusion in her eyes that says it all.
She’s lost control.
And she’s clinging to the nearest passer by,
She’s lost control.
And she gave away the secrets of her past,
And said I’ve lost control again,
And a voice that told her when and where to act,
She said I’ve lost control again.

And she turned around and took me by the hand and said,
I’ve lost control again.
And how I’ll never know just why or understand,
She said I’ve lost control again.
And she screamed out kicking on her side and said,
I’ve lost control again.
And seized up on the floor, I thought she’d die.
She said I’ve lost control.
She’s lost control again.

Well I had to ‘phone her friend to state my case,
And say she’s lost control again.
And she showed up all the errors and mistakes,
And said I’ve lost control again.
But she expressed herself in many different ways,
Until she lost control again.
And walked upon the edge of no escape,
And laughed I’ve lost control.
She’s lost control again.

–

Here are the young men, the weight on their shoulders,
Here are the young men, well where have they been?
We knocked on the doors of Hell’s darker chamber,
Pushed to the limit, we dragged ourselves in,
Watched from the wings as the scenes were replaying,
We saw ourselves now as we never had seen.
Portrayal of the trauma and degeneration,
The sorrows we suffered and never were free.

Where have they been?

Weary inside, now our heart’s lost forever,
Can’t replace the fear, or the thrill of the chase,
Each ritual showed up the door for our wanderings,
Open then shut, then slammed in our face.

Where have they been?

–

Walk in silence,
Don’t walk away, in silence.
See the danger,
Always danger,
Endless talking,
Life rebuilding,
Don’t walk away.

Walk in silence,
Don’t turn away, in silence.
Your confusion,
My illusion,
Worn like a mask of self-hate,
Confronts and then dies.
Don’t walk away.

People like you find it easy,
Naked to see,
Walking on air.
Hunting by the rivers,
Through the streets,
Every corner abandoned too soon,
Set down with due care.
Don’t walk away in silence,

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